Who Am I Even?

She's sassy, funny, weird, feisty, crazy, mellow, creative, eventful, a storybook, an oddball... She's Me. ;)

I'm the one that will show a crazy face with crazy poses in your photo's.

Growing up I've always been the odd one out. I've been the one who was bullied for my oddness. I've been the one who was in detention on school for going against "standards", I was the one guys laughed at. I cried behind closed doors but went back the next day not changing for anyone. Some would say I'm stubborn, and I agree.

I'm stubborn when I have to change who I am.

I'm stubborn when I don't fit in someone else's standards.

I'm stubborn when there are no rules on what's right or wrong when wearing my hair a certain way; when purple lipstick is what I like but others don't; when people say something is impossible, and I'm here to prove them wrong.

I was always the one biting my tongue until one day (about 7 years ago) I stopped allowing people to stereotype me. I'm better for making this decision. My heart is happy. I'm more open, more creative, happier for choosing me; for accepting who I am and loving it.

Not once have I thought "Why am I different?" I've instead fought for who I am and my noise was louder. It was and is as it always should've been... Accepted.

I say accepted because those who don't accept who I am are not in my life.

All that aside... Who am I? :) I love the indifference in most things and people. I'm a wear your big hair and go crazier with a great odd colour type of woman.

I'm a creative that sees beauty in something as simple as a leaf blowing across the ground... and in that my mind goes to such beautiful places of creativity that it sees a dance, an art piece, a craft piece, a photoshoot concept. I'm someone that wishes there was an awesome soundtrack to every day lived. Like just imagine you get out of bed and suddenly that feel-good track you love plays and you dance your way to the bathroom? I love the calm as well. The calm is what makes me mellow. Just no noise. It's needed to re-fuel my mind and my heart.

It can get crazy in my head at times, but I love me! To those who think I'm just too much... I'm only getting started.

I can only grow bigger, and better, and it's happening. Don't calm me down, because I love who I'm becoming, and it's beautiful. It's who I am. To the ladies... Turn up your favourite tune this week and go crazy... Woman Up!

I LOVE ME!